Kayla: I am a model you donāt like for no reasonā¦ you met me once and blocked me on everything. I have always liked you and I care. Because I care I am going to be honest with you, you deserve more than your BF or ex idk what he is now the one that starts with T. I know you care about him, youāre a loyal person and this is a great trait, you are also very loving and that is a great trait, you are beautiful (like seeing you in person I donāt think you understand how uniquely attractive you are), you are also interesting and talented. You deserve someone who appreciates you and doesnāt make you feel insecure. You may not think he makes you feel insecure but trust me he does not treat you in a way that allows you to fully love yourself. He puts you in a state of mind that makes you feel like youāre in competition with other woman. Itās not a competition, we can all be attractive and great in different ways.
My apologies in advance for the unsolicited advice but I recommend you focus on things that you can be proud of, being a good mom, trying to learn some sort of new skill maybe start your own business where youāre a vocal coach you are a talented singer and this is something you can do virtually while traveling as well. Once you have income outside of just modeling it will open you up to some freedom and youāll be less stressed. And I think it would help if you embark on this journey solo you deserve love and you deserve to give yourself this love.
I know you have seen the dark side of men, I get it, but just know not all men are bad there are ones out there who just like woman want love and romance. You deserve that, you deserve to be more than just a sexual object. There is a balance you can find, you like being sexy and hot there is nothing wrong with that but there is more to you than just that and I hope you spend some time growing that because you are special and deserve happiness.
Everyone else: okay yāall can go back to gooning now.