Tbh I get what folk mean. I'm the kind of person that does end up getting concerned for the model if the weight gain starts to cause issues that make them miserable, and mochii did look miserable before her first hiatus (before she came back at 380, pre COVID). When she came back bigger than ever and happy about it, whoa god that was insane. I always thought though that I'd rather see a feedee lose weight for her health then regain it once things are under control, and I think this is the first time I'm seeing that, and I've surprisingly found myself conflicted. In saying that, her last few videos have been a satisfying wank, BUT watching them I find myself more in the mindset of "oh I'm glad she's okay now- wait, that's a lot of butter, she's complaining about her stomach hurting, oh no" than being able to get fully into it. I hope she's able to fulfill her fantasies for a good while longer, but after everything I don't think I'd be upset if she quit sooner rather than later.
On the topic of rerunning the gain from 330-380, I think my main thing is just that the weight loss has made her stomach softer. It's not the same shape as a result + I think when I go into a Mochii vid I'm looking for that. I still think she's beautiful, I just found her stomach so unique before.
Overall, the return has been interesting so far. It's definitely given me some things to think about as for my relationship with this fetish, both in terms of what I like about it, but also what I feel is perhaps too far for me. Right now she seems happy, so I'm happy, and I hope she's able to strike a balance this time around.