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LexiVee is Back Anonymous 07/23/2024 (Tue) 01:53:51 Id:22b415 No. 166861
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=85k75DJDFKY Regained 100 lbs after losing weight. Looking at her vlogging YT account, she's had a rough year or two dealing with homelessness and what not. It's a shame she's been so conflicted over the years about what other people think about her and that she likes food and being fat. Otherwise, she could have did what Reina did and made bank on the rebound monetizing her revelation that she was happier when she was fat. What would be nice for girls like this who reach a size where the gain is dangerous to go much further, but they can't walk away from doing content because they love it or don't want to endanger their health is they just start lifting. Fat chicks that can squat 300 are so much sexier because the impact a developed physique has on how adipose tissue sits on the body. I would pay top dollar to watch LV come home from dripping with sweat after squatting 3x10 200 lbs, then scarfing down 5000 calories of food. We get the benefit of seeing the transformation as she's gets bigger, healthier, and stronger at the same time.
What is her vlog acc?
No way. I love her so much, happy that she’s back!
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I'm intrigued but cautious. She's never actually been the kind of person that enjoys it, but she knows there's money to be made and she needs it. If she's really down to return and stick around, cool. If not, whatever
yeah no way I'm giving her a dime. but if some of her content does manage to leak I'll take a peak.
Plus, looking at her patreon the tiers aren't exactly consumer friendly. Lowest tier is $17 and highest of three tiers is $100. Calling it now, she's on OF in six months
>>166865 Hrmm, I think she loves it. She's always love being showered with compliments over her body as she gained, her problem is that she cares way too much about what other people think about her while in the past not being mature enough to take accountability for her actions. If it was purely a financial thing, she'd have monetized the weight gain. There's probably also the aspect of wanting a partner that would be considered an ideal catch with that's in great shape, makes good money, and is good-looking. Odds of finding a guy who has all of those things that like fat chicks is extremely low considering that FA people aren't exactly common. Tons of feedees like that on feabie. Moan about how much they want a feeder and no dude wants them, a dozen average to above average dudes attempt to court said feedee who ignores them. Financially driven feedee content creators that aren't excited about the idea of being fat usually milk the gain aspect of it while doing everything they can off-camera to not gain much. She porked up again because she can't help herself. If she had a dude in her life to focus on instead of everyone else that liked her best physical attributes which is her pear-shaped girth, she wouldn't care about losing weight.
>>166870 Yep, this was always her biggest issue. People would think she's a scammer, didn't like the content, etc. Being stingy with high prices is not wise. She doesn't realize that she never has financial success because price:value ratio is too damn low. If she tried to do something a little different like whats recommended in OP, and dropped her prices a few bucks, she'd make bank. It's kinda hilarious, she has this amazing body, could be raking serious money, but consistently fumbles the bag every time. Really hoping she's matured and does things differently this time, but if she's charging so much money, will prolly stay away.
She literally gained like 10 lbs when she had a patreon/of before. Mind you she'd gained 100 lbs on 3 seperate occasions lol. Talk about spite for your audience
>>166861 This bitch is genuinely unstable and keeps ghosting her audience every time. Last time she was shitting on people for liking her content and then disappeared after losing all her weight. I give it 6-12 months before she does it again.
>>166866 I wish I could have saved my comment from the last thread bur I knew she would do something like this again. Either lose the weight and stay away from the community entirely or go on to stick with it. Worst part is I swear each time she regains it looks a bit worse like less full. >>166871 Even when she was a 300lb plus waddling whale she had guys hitting her up white guys too which she likes. If she really enjoyed it she could have found a feeder easily. >>166878 Yup rinse and repeat. What's so dumb is like you said she always regains off camera like that would have been the time to cash in. >>166884 She does it every single time I have no good will left towards her either choose one side or the other
Bought in Plan to cancel How do I give back to the community You guys have shared so much with me So I would like to give back
>>166919 Is there even anything worth it on there ?
>>166919 You’re a king thanks so much. You can import into kemono here https://kemono.su/importer
>>166921 So far not a ton If anyone can tell me how to DL videos I will do it after work >>166933 Cool! Thanks!
>>166947 Sometimes the patreon importer is down, if that's the case then just download the videos and upload them to gofile
>>166947 I was gonna gate keep this but there’s a video saver app that’ll let you download vids from everywhere even OF directly from the site and Patreon. It has a blue icon you’ll see it. - The Goat
She's back again? Didn't think it would happen lol
Here's my all time favourite video of hers, for old times' sake, and to get the ball rolling https://gofile.io/d/bU0w0Q
Obviously she's capable of leaving in a few weeks or months, but I still subscribed to see what's up. So far she is appreciative of the support, and we all know she's more likely than anything to stay over 300 in the long run, given her relation to food. I can't really say it's especially worth it to subscribe now, but in her first patreon she eventually had enough content in quantity and quality, and she's more likely to stay if a few of us take the hit for all
>>166990 awesome, thanks dude! love that gut!
Please don't put this everywhere I don't want to chase her off I would feel bad. https://kemono.su/patreon/user/112436547
>>167070 So whenever I click on a link to see a video, I always see this mess of text, anyway to fix this, or find a way to actually see the video
>>167071 I am not sure. I have never uploaded like this before. I will fix it if someone can tell me how
>>167075 U must’ve accidentally uploaded the vids as a pdf
>>167071 idk why this protocol in the text file even exists, but if you just copy paste the last link in the text file into your browser, you will get the video file. It's only ever 1 video file per text file (and that video file will be downloaded as rendition.m3u8 which is playable in VLC) despite the fact that it has 4 links that go to the same file.
>>166990 do you have the other one where she drinks wine and starts jumping facing the camera sideways, that one always makese me diamond but can't find it anymore.
>>167091 When I try that it says invalid signature
>>167199 Just upload them to gofile atp
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More reminders of just how big she was before she quit
>>167194 This one? Added it to the previous folder, sorry about the quality https://gofile.io/d/bU0w0Q
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>>166863 Lexi Senat, she also reuploaded all her previous vids from about a decade ago (she's legit been fat longer than skinny at this point). Anyways you'll learn that she's only doing this because money is tight for her yet again so don't expect this to last. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8XVp95OQu8 Really boring channel but its still funny to note that she came back even fatter like a called over a year ago >>167575 Thanks I don't care much for her personality wise but that side profile of hers is insane. My favorite video of her
To the guy that bought her patreon, I heard she basically gonna remake a whole new patreon with one tier (probably gonna be expensive) and delete the one she made. Damn bro she basically just scammed everyone if you think about.
>>168431 Color me surprised. She's a real sleazy headcase, as evidenced by her burning people time and time again in the past. Sorry to the guy who was gracious enough to dish out the money, but nobody should be giving any monetary support to this bitch. Hope the patreon guy can get a chargeback or something.
She would probably be in the upper 400’s had she not been all over the place mentally and yo-yo dieting
>>167634 jfc that side profile is LEGENDARY
>>168431 >>168493 Same shit she does all the time also if you ever see her YouTube channel she isn't planning on gaining weight, hopefully the ones who paid for her stuff already just leak it. >>168524 Trust me she will do the same shit again, make some money delete all her content lose weight then come back even fatter (she is literally 324 now fatter than when she left) and cycle repeats. Next time she probably will be over 400lbs. I really have no good will towards her supported her the first few times she lost weight now I don't care. She is a natural cow who doesn't even know how to properly monetize it. >>168532 Yup but it's a shame it's wastes on her lmao
Does anyone know what the download txt mean on the kemono?
>>168431 It's OK, I had a little extra money for once. It may not have been the best use I know that not many would have wasted on her But that is why it was important I think. I still have not figured how to download the videos Sorry for that I will keep trying!
I’ve tried every which way to download the text files to VLC, different decoders, it just doesn’t work
>>168589 The m3u8s are hard to grab sometimes. There are downloaders but it's tricky. If you happen to have a droid, you could screen record using the phone while keeping the device audio. It's a potential workaround since it'll save at whatever max resolution your phone allows.
She’s deleting her OF and claims she is strictly gonna be on Patreon after claiming she will delete that too.
>>170076 admittedly her OF was just reups from patreon but I also feel like it's a pattern of things to come
I spoke to her and she said she was going to continue doing Patreon if we stayed subbed
>>170094 Yeah, I wouldn't. At least, not unless you don't care at all about the money. As someone who actually wants to see her do well in life, she's super fickle. I'm expecting her to shut it down in 2-3 weeks tops, and it'll be crazy if it even goes that far.
ok no problem!
Everything on the Kemono is text files, could someone upload the actual vids or explain how to convert the files to mp4s?
>>170094 >>170216 It's legit going to be the same fucking pattern all over again where she dips for her weight loss comes back even fatter then needs money and tries to do this again to get cash. The first time she did this I cared after the 2nd 3rd it's literally whatever.
Has she even released anything new since her Patreon's "one tier" price change?
>>170975 Nope. You can see the date of posts on the page without subscribing. Nothing since August 15.
>>170934 I use firefox for windows, and for me opening the text file and just pasting one of the URLs in the text file into my private browser's address bar downloads a functional video file that I can play with VLC up until I close my private window. If you don't use private browsing for porn then I think the weird video files will keep working until you delete your cache.
>>170987 That’s cus she’s panicking about her weight again. She released another YouTube video about her weight ruining her life. Chick is mentally unstable as usual.
>>171023 100%. Funny thing is, if she'd learn to love herself first the weight would fall off. I've never seen someone successfully lose weight who legit hates themselves. She could also build healthier mass too. But what do I know lol (personal trainer). Still, before all that, she needs to get her bread right. Which clearly, she can't seem to do. This endless cycle of hers is why I don't take anything seriously from her at this point.
>>170934 Wait, is Kemono actually working for some of us? I've been getting 504 errors for like half a year now. Or am I doing something wrong?
>>170987 You are a fucking genious. You helped me figure out how to do it. For those who dont understand copy and paste the text file part all they way at the bottom starting at the part that says https://manifest-gcp-us-east1-vop1.cfcdn.mux.com/Iy01crnNyGjtT884iQ98dGcwyEtTXzX0100I01Cvy7b6bJImNVD00mJZhf2RXNb7ZTQwsXBrxt53aAZBF402RYibyQLsjR02v8iMjT7/rendition.m3u8?cdn=fastly&expires=1724767200&rid=Ir02FmqsqUnMIpEqH89MdlvWa15QwOo6dCnelCtSI9YI&skid=default&signature=NjZjZGRiZTBfOGI2ZDI1NDJmMGE0Y2QwZDIxZjhmYWYxN2EzYjU4OTEwZmI5OTU0NWNiZDk3ZmIyOWY2MjRkNTNhODA2MmM4ZA==. Open this link on moxilla firefox and it will open up as a video
>>171114 lol I assume you meant I >>171022 am the genius, and thanks, yeah, I'm a software engineer lol >>171108 Try to vpn yourself to a different country, they might be just refusing to answer requests wherever you are
The two of you are retarded these links have an encoded signature for the cdn that will expire at which point the video will no longer be watched
>>171126 Download VLC player Go to top left- media tab drop down to convert/save select Network tab copy paste link into long black text box with dropdown arrow Link Starts with HTTPS ends with == Click convert/save below convert select from dropdown - H.264 + MP3 Select download destination change the name of the file start This is not a download but a copy of the stream. open the vlc window displaying the video player. it should be black and the blue play bar should fill up. once its done the blue bar will disappear. your video will be downloaded in the destination you selected earlier as an mp4. Issue:videos do not have sound. to enable sound i ran my videos through cliphamp. it solved the problem. https://mab.to/t/gV40fajOMpe/us2
>>171153 White Text Box/ step 5
>>171126 It doesn't matter, the kemono text file stays up, you can just redownload it until she takes it down
>>171121 Yrah i replied to wrong one mb lol. But yeah it worked hella well for me
Gents I apologize but I am a moron and nothing I do seems to work. If anyone’s willing could they upload all the vids here? I know it’s a big ask. Just wanted to put it out there though. Thanks in advance if someone should.
i dont understand. from what i saw on instagram she had turned to God and was completely changed. now shes overweight and homeless again? what is wrong with her? i followed her loosely since her days on stuffer. i never knew of her patreon until this post. i really thought she had just quit and was doing some sort of youtube to keep people up to date on her life. now i check her youtube, she had a tesla so she had to be doing good, and shes homeless? the crazy thing is i know a woman that is shaped exactly like her in real life. we dated on and off for about five years. it didnt work out because she hated her body. she had pride in her "massive ass", direct quote, but then she grew to dislike it because she believed it was too big. this isnt even talking about her belly. despite the fact that its a nice beautiful shape she hates it. id have to beg for sex and she refused to take her clothing off. she would try to have sex with a gigantic shirt on and the lights off. i was not allowed to look at or touch her curves at all. im sure you can tell it was a terrible relationship. i can only wonder if lexis are just as bad.
>>171303 she wants to have her cake and eat it too. Like I said last time she pulled this shit either lose weight and stay away from this fetish for good, or just be fat and milk what you've got. She hates being fat but she trying to milk FAs while also making it adamantly clear she hates the entire fetish as a whole. Anyways the cycle will repeat she'll make a few bucks, get "serious" about her weight loss, and then in a few years time will probably come back even FATTER (maybe even 400lbs). >>171153 Thanks for these
>>171438 Yep, you hit the nail on the head. I've completely indifferent to what happens to her, especially since she can't see her own hypocrisy. She manipulates the community to support her, then messes us over whenever she feels like it. She can't even conduct good business properly. And yeah, if she messes up one or two more times she'll need wl surgery at that point. 400+ is pretty much outside of possible natural weight loss range.
>>171438 >>171455 shes doing a lot of youtube lives lately. after this thread i started actually paying attention to her youtube. she did one yesterday and happened to be cooking. she put down her plate and the viewers got a glimpse of her belly. one person said something like "oooh belly". she laughed and said "dont get yourself blocked". someone else said that person was talking a lot and she said he was probably jerking off. looking at that coomer link her last post was 08/15/24. i can see said patreon is still up. it blows my mind that she is clowning this "belly lover" on her youtube when chances are he either supports or would gladly support her patreon. i could not understand how she could be so rude to this person and threaten to ban them. id get it if she had shut the patreon down and was moving on but its clearly still up. she just doesnt seem to be a very nice person. and im still wondering about her turning to God.
When you realize she has a personality/mental disorder and is confirmed low IQ, alot of her decision-making make sense. Apparently she got roasted by some right wing Black dude on Youtube. Her response? Say she hates black women more LOOL. Saddest part is she's been around here since she was 18!!!!!! How do you gain 150 lbs and are part of a fetish community where you are paid and you are e-begging every other year *facepalm* Sadly there's only so much goodwill/sob story the average person can use up. Pretty clear she used hers up a long time ago and now she feels justified with her "soft" scamming.
>>171467 >>171479 She's literally not making any new content as well (hasn't been for weeks now). I would honestly say she's graduated into hard scamming. She just does a good job of lying and not admitting anything too publicly. And yeah, she's not a nice person. She's someone who constantly spits vitriol and bs about anyone who doesn't think like her, but if you say anything to her with real weight she'll break down and make a video about it. There are a plethora of reasons I don't consider her worth support anymore. She's literally received financial support and gifts from other members of the community, then proceeded to block them or talk bad about them on live because they "didn't talk to her in a few days." She's completely off her rocker lol. At this point, the whole community really needs to blacklist her. Share her content by all means, but she doesn't deserve support in any capacity. We just need to get our popcorn ready and watch the show.
Weight loss https://youtube.com/@lexisanat?si=H6rH60yXOzCViPv5
>>171509 Lol we already know that. She posts a video or claim like that at least every week. I don't even care if she loses weight or not. I don't think most of us do. I'd be completely cool with her succeeding, but she needs to go do that and stop scamming/fleecing the FA community.
how hard is it for this girl to just recreate some older vids. I want to see her shower again, her giant tits and ass, lingerie.
>>171114 i tried that and got "invalid signature". >>171494 as i said, i dated a woman just like her. the woman straight up hated me for liking her. she is shaped exactly like lexi except my ex may have a larger behind. im wondering if thats lexis problem. she hates herself so much that she just cant understand how and why anyone would like her. >>171514 im wondering what God has to do with anything. why is she putting up Bible verses and dragging Him into this? >>171534 i think all of us would love that but i remember she never liked the community. someone uploaded a vid here of her burping and just walking around in those green shorts. i remember her doing a video like that a good ten plus years ago when she was on stuffer except she said repeatedly over and over again during the video that she did not want to do it. shes not into this in any way, shape or form. i get doing this for funds as it pays the bills but she could at least fake it a little better instead of outright letting everyone know she hates them. im still trying to understand how she pulled off getting that tesla.
Tesla was a rental gotten through a program with Uber drives
>>171539 lol is she posting here now
>>171514 I don't even care about her succeeding all my goodwill for her dried up after the 2nd time this happened
>>171534 She legit said on a stream she won't be showing any of that anymore so get ready for boring ass vids. >>171537 Exactly its no fun when you know they hate you lol
Well if she really is keeping an eye around here, then I'm gonna keep my sharing at a slow pace https://gofile.io/d/XR4FBh
>>171579 >She legit said on a stream she won't be showing any of that anymore so get ready for boring ass vids. she can say that and try that. i dont think anyone is on her youtube for hours on end because they really care. i think theyre there for a glimpse of belly. if she cuts that out shell probably lose her entire audience. >>171581 thank you for the upload!
does anyone have her lveevids content from the last time she did patreon/OF? all that stuff seems to be nuked except for the same 3 vids on spankbang
Fucking lmao
>>171661 You've gotta be fucking kidding me...
>>171662 >>171661 Is anyone surprised, now we wait for the cycle to continue, she leaves loses weight and will come back even fatter rinse repeat. Whats dumb is that with her body shape she could have easily made more than fucking uber (while renting a fucking tesla like a retard no less) or whatever delivery service she does while having to spend very little and not even having to do anything expletive, oh well I just feel sorry for the ones who fell for this. Next time i'm guessing she'll be 350-400lbs when she reappears
someone needs to make a youtube essay about her
>>171661 >>171662 Yep, what else is new? Lol. As I said, hard scamming and completely inept redundancy. Let's see how long she makes it this time...
>>171666 Not even worth it, although now i've changed my view on that one black guy who was clowning on her, she deserved it
>>171667 The fact that she's doing the same stupid Tesla rental lets me know it won't be for too long, and considering her eating habits and working in a very sedentary job (driving all day in a fucking Tesla lol) she'll come back bigger most definitely.
>>171661 Bruh why she even came back in the first place? Ik she has a rep of "quitting" and coming back for a short while, but we're completely fed up at this point. If she's not gonna stay committed then don't go back whenever you need money, and find an actual stable job to do.
At this point, I'm convinced she partially does it for the validation to lift her spirits while she looks for her next shit gig. Even if she doesn't like the weight, she definitely likes the attention and people noticing her. She's definitely suffering from mental illness, so I'm a bit less harsh about it but still. This is fuckin ridiculous
>>171669 >>171670 See, everything y'all mentioned includes logic. She doesn't know what that is, and even if she did she's incapable of utilizing it. It is what it is lol.
>>171669 im not even going to bother watching the video. i see her instagram only has pics of her when she was thin. why is she so bent on doing uber and getting this tesla rental? ive never heard of a tesla rental until here. everyone i know that does uber does it out of their own cars. and they do it as a side gig along with their real job or until they can find a better job. she seems to be trying to make it work just doing uber and thats a recipe for disaster. its almost as if she wants to do the least amount of work possible. i cant blame her for that but shes going to get horrible results. especially sitting around all day. shes clearly got the kind of body type thats going to cause her to blow up. its only a matter of time and clearly she hasnt gotten it through her head that dieting isnt just for a short period of time. its a lifestyle change. my friend i mentioned? the exact same. she actually fasts for weeks at a time and then gorges herself on food afterwards. im tempted to send her lvees profile on instagram and youtube but i dont feel like getting cursed out.
I've been paying for her patreon for the last 2 months. She has some good videos but she doesn't post as often anymore. I'm considering screen recording the videos she already has and then cancelling my subscription after
>>171705 You better hurry then. She's planning on deleting the Patreon again soon, and knowing her that could literally happen today or tomorrow. And unless I missed something, she didn't even post anything after the "all in one" change up. She literally scammed all of you that paid for like the past 2-3 weeks.
>>171661 Lol it was even quicker than I thought. If she was more active on the internet, she'd reach lolcow status
Yeah just spent my morning screen recording her content. I'll put it all in a folder and post it here soon
https://gofile.io/d/WnMp2z All videos posted on her patreon
heads up yall. shes doing lives quite often on youtube now. just did two in a row yesterday.
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Apparently she's still posting. Just cancelled my subscription so I can't see the full post
>>172551 lmao she still needs that bbw money while actively trying to lose weight and shit on people who like her at that size
>>172551 You mean she's still scamming lol. That post is an empty one, no images or videos. She's literally posting just to con people into not leaving while she continues to do nothing. Wild.
...bruh lol. Badmouthing the community one second, begging us to captain save a somebody the next. All I can say is ha, haha, hahaha, haha. https://youtu.be/ys9dYd-sUXc?si=xjEwCHFCwGTRu0O2
This girl completely fails to get the bag at every opportunity, it’s unbelievable. She will do porn, but not when she is getting fat, when she’ll make the most money, and when she does finally do it she’ll play dumb games and make shit content so she stops making money. The fact that she can’t keep a job at all and is always broke is also a pretty good indicator that she also makes the same shit decisions all the time. This girl could have just been taking pictures and making EZ brainless money for like 10 years now.
>>173017 ... Nah, this is starting to piss me off. If you're that desperate then stop going back and forth on it. If you hate it, stop the bullshit and just be fuckin homeless again. She can't maintain her fanbase because every other week she's badmouthing the people who give her money because she's fat. Fuckin hell. Anyway, rant over. Have some content as payment for my yapping >https://gofile.io/d/XW8uN5
>>173025 >>173029 She's just nuts lmao. I really wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt, but I feel like I've picked up rocks that are smarter. Zero accountability, negative levels of intelligence, and a completely inability to improve. It's perplexing to the point of it being painful. She should really just disappear from socials and the internet entirely. She just dropped another negative IQ vid too, but who knows how it'll be up lol https://youtu.be/XjoFHMThHc8?si=iolmyDk8Ltf-ZLYO
This is reaching some real lolcow levels of cringe. I swear, she either needs to get off the internet entirely or just accept the grave she dug for herself. She tried sex work, she hates the audience she appeals to and now it's biting her in the ass.
why is this woman so full of hatred? like, in what world does this make sense? she was literally straight up insulting people just last week. i know. i saw the live. she was threatening to block a man just because he said "ooh belly". now shes back and begging people for money? it hasnt even been a month. what happened to her plans? did she even attempt to put them into motion? i know for the past few days shes been doing "uber with me while i attempt to make $100" but come on. look, call center jobs suck. everyone knows that. but they start at between $17-20/hr. thats good money and probably far better than uber. at least its a reliable check and she wont be over here insulting people / begging for money. what is her real issue?
There's multiple older vids public of her saying she's not a pig and wasn't gaining to 300 lbs when she was on Stuffer31. Very much lowcow AmberLynn wloss journey stuff It's just cognitive dissonance. Coming to terms with the reality her preferred situation is vegging at home(at 300+), stuffing her face(like a pig) and going on live. So one tidbit is the fact that when she first started OnlyFans/Patreon in 2019, it was fine until people realized she wasn't going to gain weight. Instead of gaining weight(you know like the 200 lbs she gained off screen), she started doing explicit stuff. That's how adverse she is to gaining on camera. She'd rather be pushed to actual porn than this softcore shit. That run in with that black conservative grifter should have scared her tbh. She's on the fast track to becoming a lolcow and im not sure she understands what it would turn her channel into
>>173102 >It's just cognitive dissonance. Coming to terms with the reality her preferred situation is vegging at home(at 300+), stuffing her face(like a pig) and going on live. but she hates people who like her body. so i get what youre saying but it seems her real preference is complaining about everything, stuffing her face and going on live than accepting donations. >So one tidbit is the fact that when she first started OnlyFans/Patreon in 2019, it was fine until people realized she wasn't going to gain weight. thats just it. shes going to gain weight. just not on cam. >Instead of gaining weight(you know like the 200 lbs she gained off screen), she started doing explicit stuff. That's how adverse she is to gaining on camera. She'd rather be pushed to actual porn than this softcore shit. actual porn? her? how when she hates her body? i cant see her taking it from behind, having some man banging her and her fat rolls bouncing around without her feeling horrible because she hates her gut so much. >That run in with that black conservative grifter should have scared her tbh. She's on the fast track to becoming a lolcow and im not sure she understands what it would turn her channel into what grifter? and what channel? her youtube? patreon? onlyfans? youtube is up, begging for money. shes getting some pretty massive donations too. one to the tune of $1k and one for $500. patreon? shes threatening. onlyfans is a dead link. if she wanted to do porn theres her of but she shut that down.
>>173037 This dummy is trying to paint a lolcow target on her back. There are tons of content grifters on Youtube who would love to try to make her the new Amberlynn Reid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NfIk_oy68qg What in the schizo rant.....At this point, it's like a trainwreck I can't look away.
This is either schizo rambling or a shit attempt at attracting Trump cult. Probably both lol.
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>>173295 Tell me more rambling shit about random ass conspiracies
>>173290 lexi please how hard is it to just show some ass in a bikini or let some titty free. damn
>>173330 extremely. you forget she really doesnt want to do that. im trying to understand who these people are that "see themselves in her" and are donating to her coffee fund.
>>173336 I don't know. The only way anyone could support her at this point is if they're as low iq or insane as she is. That, or they're SUPER simping.
>>173348 one person donated $500 and another donated $1k. im going to assume theyre super simping because most people aint dropping that kinda donation on just anyone. im not even sure why theyre doing it. yes it helps her for a few minutes but in the little bit of time ive watched i can tell she makes horrible decisions with money. it wouldnt surprise me if all of that money is already gone and she has no clue how shes paying rent next month.
>>173364 I'm pretty those two "coffee" donations you mentioned were actually by the same super simp. There was someone in her Patreon that was sending her a ton of stuff too. It could have been him. Funny thing though, she literally got everything she could out of the guy then blocked him and talked shit about him on her live. From what she said, she basically strung him along too cause he definitely wasn't her "type." She's just a horrible human being, as we've already determined. Everyone simply needs to stop helping her. If she's going to drown in her own mess, let her. No life rafts, floaties, or vests. She simply doesn't deserve them.
>>173368 oh that's actually enraging to hear. there's no excuse for simping but also I've been strung along a few times too, in a way I sympathize with the guy. Just glad I'm not $1500 down because of some girl.
>>173368 what? man thats horrible. and chances are hes probably still watching her and simping in hardcore denial. she really is terrible. i didnt know she was that bad. i just thought she was someone that played with people doing this "am i showing belly or not" routine. to mess with someones emotions and take their money is a whole different animal.
https://youtu.be/r0hP0HYR-CU?si=apsxB0K0h2IJqabQ
>>173797 Haha, y'all beat me to it! I was literally about to post that farce. She has a gofundme link attached to it as well lmao. I hope no one donates to that mess because everyone should know by now that it's a lost cause. She WILL be back in this situation again in a few months, if it takes that long. She'll probably get evicted in the next 2-3 months, then back to homelessness, pandering, and the cycle will repeat itself again. Simply wild.
She just posted this lmao, she's so unhinged
>>173834 >This is destroying my soul and traumatizing me all over again. No one forced her to film fatty wank for a bunch of FAs. She chose to do it and has herself to blame for the "trauma". Now she's using her personal religious convictions, which I doubt are genuine, to quite making porn? Laughing my fucking ass off. Actual retard.
>>173837 Quit making porn and beg her followers on YouTube that don’t know her to donate money. She is a scammer at heart. To fake a belief in god cus you hate your body is next level mental. Cus she turns religious every time she regains weight. Honestly she’s kinda entertaining.
The gofundme blurb is pretty insightful into how broken her brain is. " I feel like I’m actively sinning against Him, which weighs heavily on my heart. And despite all this, I’m barely making any money from it, which only adds to the frustration and pain I’m feeling." If I was making hella bands, I'd be gucci with sex work lol. What's sad is that she deletes her videos and "starts over" for a fresh slate. But inevitably makes the same video every 2-3 years to scam. At this point the deleting is to cover her tracks. People would catch on. Also lol to her deleting comments. A true lolcow
>>173840 Religious people are more likely to be fat, but they have higher disgust sensitivity.
>>173840 >Cus she turns religious every time she regains weight. She also conveniently forgets all the out of wedlock sex she has with weirdos being a sin also. Anyway its not even worth being upset like at this since this is like the 3rd time, like I said before she'll come back even fatter, I'm guessing closing in on around 400lbs (well honestly more like 350lbs) and the cycle shall repeat once more.
>>173797 >>173834 this kinda bothers me because, sure, its not exactly right to sell your body as a woman of Christ. miss madlove got that point real quick and quit. by "quit" i mean ghosted it all. period. her curvage is done. of is done. shes a legit model now but shes also married and proud of her body. lexi here is just, from what im reading, a terrible person. she just seems to be doing whatever she wants and proclaiming the name of God. such as taking a mans money, blocking him and mocking him. nothing about that is Godly. granted there is forgiveness if she seeks it and truly believes but i really dont think its anywhere near where shes looking. miss madlove ghosted it and everything else. i feel like if lexi is truly serious about God shed do the same. im not trying to pass judgement but im just wondering, why is she posting a gofundme? like, really, i know the job market is hard. i know it. and i know "selling her body" has got to be a hurt piece. but my question is, why is she only doing uber? this is getting a bit long but bear with me. ive noticed one thing about a lot of women whom do this for a job. theyre lazy and they want to call the shots at all times. camgirls that never log on, for example. everyone knows theyd never last in a 9-5. they complain day in and day out about how they have no money but when do they go to work? never. her uber, is that because she can essentially choose her own hours? has she even tried to get a normal job? ive heard call centers are starting at $20/hr. not the best job out there and surely it sucks but if shes serious about this thats not a bad place to start instead of begging people for cash. sorry. i ranted. im just trying to understand what her problem is and why shes bringing God into this.
She's way too all over the place to actually do anything stable. She "hates authority", wants to be her own boss, etc. Then, when you add in the fact that she's all emotions, zero logic, completely selfish, and admits that she thinks she's justified to treat other people any way she wants...it all makes sense. Crazy thing is she treats everyone around her like trash, but if you reflect any of that energy back on her she turns into a whining useless baby. There's also the IQ of a defective rock discussion, but I'll leave that be. It doesn't need elaboration because her life is a testament to not being able to think her way out of an open box. She's been homeless like 4 times at this point, evicted 3 or 4 times, borrowed money from countless people but never paid them back, and continues to ask for more whenever she just "can't handle things on her own." She hasn't successfully done anything on her own this entire time. That's the entire joke. Anyway, she also just stealth created a channel to "get away" from her current audience (supposedly us FAs). Again, no shame previously in begging, asking, BSing, collecting, and benefitting. However, she hates us again right after any imminent bill is paid lmfao. Anyway, here's the new channel. I've already got my popcorn lol: https://youtu.be/hjbDX8KfvyQ?si=drx9vlLcHNfuNtpU
She really seems to not be the brightest. Being religious is one thing, but blatantly denying science is concerning. (Insta story from September 1st)
>>173905 thats very much the impression i get off of her. she doesnt do a real 9-5 because she just flat out cant be bothered. this whole thing of bringing God into it is just rubbing me the wrong way. i feel like someone should honestly post on her page and tell her if shes legit choosing God shell log off, get into a Bible and try to find a job through various different avenues instead of whining online and begging for money but it seems its already been said that shes deleting comments. shes making real believers who try to live the life and do the right thing look bad but i doubt she cares.
>>173939 Yeah, she definitely doesn't care lol. And she deletes any comment related to constructive criticism within an hour of it being posted. Everything helpful that's been said here and elsewhere, I've personally tried to relay as I'm sure others did far back in the past. She'll immediately delete or contradict anything helpful. She runs from all accountability for her actions and her situation. If you listen to her videos, you'll notice she never takes actual responsibility for anything that's happened to her. All her problems are somehow the world, the economy, the FA community, her past exs, etc. She can't realize all of those have only one thing in common...her. She's just trash. I hate to say that because I don't think I've ever referred to another person as that. Their actions maybe, but never them. For her though, I'll make an exception. She honestly falls in that section where I'm doing my best to not wish detriments toward her because all of her actions have been pretty much vile up to this point. She never learns or improves, just a uselessly self-fulfilling black hole of ineptitude.
so does anyone have any content to drop? any of her first onlyfans run?
Welp, since she's 'no longer making content' might as well share these. Snatched them up from her first run of OF as a safety precaution and good thing I did. https://gofile.io/d/19Xz74
>>173973 Damn she looks like she's still getting fatter lol. >>173973 Bro you're my hero. >>173941 All my goodwill towards her dried up the 2nd time she pulled this shit.
>>173978 Compared to those, absolutely! Frankly after she spends all this time trashing on the people who would've helped, I'mma just drop whatever I have occasionally out of spite. That way whatever god she believes in won't be mad cause she already stopped 'selling her body' After all, she ain't making money off of it anymore anyway
>>173973 holy shit man I've not seen these for years, thank you
More lols, she just keeps going lmao https://youtu.be/LV3eDIuJPqw?si=X_UlqiHaZxp2EJRx
Honestly its hard to get off to her knowing that she is mentally unwell. I felt bad beating to her OF drop. BTW Does anyone else thinks she might smell funky because of poor hygine? Ain't no way she's taking care of herself.
I just want to know when she's ever donated to help another human being in her life, and why she's surprised no one donates to help her these days when we all know it's money down the drain...? Her personality is a "woe as me" one, so I'd be beyond shocked if she's ever really done anything for anyone other than herself. And why would anyone donate to someone who has failed to get their life together more than 4 times in a row?? Benevolence is cool, but stupidity when it comes to monetary blackholes is ineptitude. It's shocking to realize she can't actually see how ridiculous her asking for money looks at this point. >>174044 For your second point, who knows. She kept having certain medical issues a few years back that could have been caused by such things. As of now, no idea. One would hope she figured that part out at least.
>>174040 I low key kinda love how her youtube comments are full of other doctors and scientists all commiserating with her over how unfair it is that she, while unemployed, leased a tesla, remained unemployed, and then had that tesla reposessed because she failed to make payments on it. I'm honestly supprised the ceiling bird isn't more of a feature of her videos.
>>174061 Then leased a Tesla again, and is about to have it repoed again. Same as being homeless 4 times in a row, losing and regaining weight like 3-4 times in the past 12 years, and blaming everyone for her problems infinite times. Let's be real, she'll probably be homeless again in another 2 months because she's already behind on rent again currently.
>>174040 she needs to stop. if shes really serious she needs to just log off. not "this is my last video". just plain log off. because honestly this looks like "pity me, i need help" which is probably what shes really going for even though that isnt what she wants people to think. >>174044 i hate to be the bearer of bad news but if them being mentally unwell turns you off then youd do well to stay away from any and all forms of social media. i have yet to meet one thats mentally sound. >>174048 my best guess is theyre new. they dont know anything about her. i remember her from stuffer31 which is a good ten or fifteen years ago but most may not know her or her story. they just see someone in need and want to help. >>174061 >>174063 but yet, even seeing someone in need and wanting to help has got to have some sort of line somewhere. like, how can she even lease a tesla, twice? why is she using that to uber? who ubers with a tesla? i get relating to the weight loss struggle but her other choices are just plain horrible and this is just from reading what you all posted. i cant stand watching her videos.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hrY1Pt923Gw Welp, get out your popcorns, guys.
>>174527 This is so cartoony lmao
Anybody else love side views🤤
>>174527 Bruh, she seriously needs to be in an institution. She just released 5 videos in less than 24 hours, and she's acting crazy in all them. This loon is even calling herself Harriet Tubman?! I knew she was mental, but damn! She needs the white room, the straight jacket, and the muzzle...
>>174527 Hahahahahah this famously retarded bitch thinks she has a leg to stand on calling other people retarded
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LOLWAT
Good lord, this is some real lolcow behavior. I'm almost glad she's not making content anymore cause I don't think I could support this kinda delusional with money
>>174569 Our fatty connoisseur, Null needs to take a look at this loony narwhal. Was gonna be Jae, but I feel that this is a worse case
this has transceded lolcow stuff, she's having a mental break. imm she's either going to gain a shit ton due to psych meds or perma lose her mind.
>>174577 Last I checked, I believe she said meds are from the devil since they don't really do anything and have a ton of side effects lol. So yeah, I'd put more money on the losing her mind part. That said, I think she's already lost whatever speck she had a while ago.
>>174577 Oh, she's most def losing her mind. No way she has the self awareness to get herself checked out the way she's talking. Hell, I bet she gets fatter and still blames everyone here as if we did something to her. Whatever mental break this is, it's gonna be the start of one her worst downward spirals yet
Why the hell did she change her name and pfp to Harriet Tubman??
>>174583 She thinks she is the new guide to black people, and that all black people who don't think like her are lost slaves. She thinks she's a runaway slave who has freed herself from the mental oppression of the system, and it's her side job to spout her truth to the people and "free" us. If you think I'm lying, go listen to all that crazy bs she uploaded lmao. I skimmed it, but I couldn't listen for too long because I value my brain's grey and white matter lol.
Well damn she really thinks that huh?
but idk man like i just hope that she gets some help cause seeing her sanity crumbling and decelining im just like damn.
>>174587 Can't help someone who doesn't want it. She deserves all the reaction videos, ridicule, etc from this point forward. She's deserved it for awhile honestly because she's been a trash person since, crazily enough, she "turned to God." She was just kind of dull and dimwitted before her whole religious kick, but the more "religious" she's become the nuttier she's gotten. At this point, she's way too far gone. The craziest part is that pretty much all of her behavior is against the spirit of Christianity. I'm not religious, but it doesn't take a theologist to know she's not behaving at all like a Christian. She's the most hypocritical creature I've probably ever seen in my lifetime.
I see hmmm so what now? do people just watch the show as her mental health declines?
or they release old content from what she used to do?
>>174540 Yup shame its wasted on her. Also which vid was this one.
>>174587 > i just hope that she gets some help cause seeing her sanity crumbling and decelining im just like damn. Dude her sanity isn't declining she's just acting out because thats how she is. Its not worth even pitying over because she always does something like this, then the cycle continues. >>174588 I'm not even against religion, its just her abitrary adopting it whenever she needs an excuse as if she doesn't already constantly do things that are against the principles of said religion, can't make vids but still sleeps with dudes. Don't even get me started on her political run, the fact that at this point people still don't understand its all a big theatre is beyond me.
>>174630 I know it's theater, but at this point I'm so sick of it I wouldn't mind a truck-kun intervention. I'm halfway joking, but only halfway. That's just how much I'm genuinely tired and disgusted with her bs. She might be "mental", but trust and believe that she knows she is trash. She's just too narcissistic and manipulative to wake up to reality.
>>174630 >>174632 so yall think shes faking this complete and utter breakdown? shes nearing tila tequila levels here.
>>174659 For me, I would say it's 60/40. 60%, she's drinking her own Kool aid. She was never intelligent in the slightest, and her entire life is a testament to that fact. However, she gone off the deep end lately and that's due to her kind of revelling in her own idiocy. That part of her break is real. As she's said herself, she's embracing her "true self." All of her vitriolic and volatile bullshit with the over emotionality and drama is her actual personality. She's a level omega loon and narcissist. 40%, the rest is like a game that complements the crazy. She's a "proud Sagittarius", so she embraces the inherent stupidity within her horoscope. Now, intelligent people know horoscopes are meh in actual serious and application. However, if you're cognitively low functioning, you might just use them as a blueprint of ridiculousness for your life. That's what she is doing. She revels in the idea that she is smart, but no one else is. She's an "accomplished thinker", but wouldn't actually be able to effectively figure her way out of a box. These days, she's transferred that thought process over to the Bible. Now, she can still exhibit the same toxicity, manipulation, and manic antics while using something else as a justification. Is she honestly mentally sound? No. However, she knows that she is what she is. Notice, she actively chooses not to change. That means she wants to stay loony because something inside of her honestly enjoys the crazy cycle. At least, that's my theory lol. TLDR, she's consciously crazy (narcissistic asshole with some manic sprinkles) and subconsciously addicted to a need for validation. She's become an omega loon because she's completely embraced her idiocy, but I firmly believe that she is significantly cognizant of her actions. She simply doesn't care and knows that she'll never really suffer true consequences.
well damn
>>174667 > Now, she can still exhibit the same toxicity, manipulation, and manic antics while using something else as a justification. Couldn't have said it better myself >She simply doesn't care and knows that she'll never really suffer true consequences. Well I wouldn't say NEVER considering she's blimped back up to a weight that takes most feedees years to get to, I genuinely would not be surprised if she ends up at 400lbs down the line
>>174585 lets go along with that logic for a moment. how is she a guide for black people when she cant even guide herself? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tq7RMEqYk5I https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UOkFTyeM27M and now shes done, calls everyone demons, shuts down comments but makes sure to leave her cashapp in the description? >>174557 i think two of them were deleted. >>174577 she may continue to gain but im not sure that well see it. and even if she posts it, shes wearing all black in all her videos now. >>174583 her name is still the same but her pfp is harriet tubman. >>174585 at this point im just looking at the videos and titles. i refuse to listen to them.
>>174788 HAWK TUAH
>>174790 reminds me of this post. >>174630 >I'm not even against religion, its just her abitrary adopting it whenever she needs an excuse as if she doesn't already constantly do things that are against the principles of said religion, can't make vids but still sleeps with dudes. whats this about her sleeping around? and btw, if shes anything like my ex, shes terrible in bed. i mentioned her before. its her hatred for her body that bleeds into the bedroom. im actually baffled at who shed bother sleeping with and who would have it in them to talk to her in public but then again tila tequila had two babies and she swears shes the wife of Jesus.
>>174788 Yeah, I think it's three of her videos that are gone. And that might be my bad lol. The stupid level was so high I reported them on instinct, when I should have left them alone since they're all a testament to her lunacy. She either privated them to hide once the reports went in, or YouTube forced them down. As for her gaining escapades, we'll still find out. Just keep an eye on the other channel lol. Someone like her can't go without attention for too long, if you really want to keep up with the crazy. >>174791 As for her relational history, she's had things with various folks over the past few years. I'm not going to get too far into that, but all of her vids have her lamenting over random dudes at length. She only likes white guys, but she's constantly pining because they don't treat her right. However, she basically hates every other race and assumes that black men of course will treat her the worst. Again, not my words, go check her vids lol. Anyway, she has a uniform fetish, so she tends to only like white guys in uniform. Her main fascination is with cops. However, every story she's told sounds like she's been taking advantage of in each relationship because she obviously has severe self esteem and neediness issues. If she doesn't hear from someone within 24hrs, she starts to not trust them. However, she thinks it's okay to ghost people for days at a time. Again, her own words, go check the vids lmao. She's also dealt with a few guys in the community. However, she always was upset after dealing with them because (wait for it) they actually liked her body as is... What's even crazier is that she could never wrap her head around the fact that most of us FAs would date her (if she wasn't nuts), and even if she wanted to lose weight to some degree would support her. She literally can't separate the idea that there's the fetish and reality. Sure, I like thick women. I don't want you dead though. There may be some folks out there, but that's definitely not me. I also know there's a significant part of the community that thinks the same. However, for her, we're all demons who want her to die. Men are demons, we're definitely demons, and if you happen to be black I guess you're actually Lucifer himself. Again, she's nuts.
>>174795 >She's also dealt with a few guys in the community. However, she always was upset after dealing with them because (wait for it) they actually liked her body as is... What's even crazier is that she could never wrap her head around the fact that most of us FAs would date her (if she wasn't nuts), and even if she wanted to lose weight to some degree would support her. She literally can't separate the idea that there's the fetish and reality. yep. exactly how my ex talked. she hated herself and she hated me for liking her. she told me multiple times that i was the one with mental issues for liking her. she claimed i only liked her because she was fat even though i supported her and even worked out with her. there was no winning with her. if anyone cares, she had also said she was taken advantage of by men. everyone used her for sex but me. she had serious communication issues and hated me for trying to treat her as a woman should be treated. properly and with love. i havent seen her in months but that isnt anything new for us. shed ghost me for months then come back even bigger than before. i remember times when wed go out to a fast food joint and shed order two meals, both for herself. she literally ate her pain away. its a shame seeing someone else living anywhere near that life. i still talk to my ex. im tempted to send her the youtube but she wont care or shell defend her.
>>174797 It is a shame, but people like that seem incapable of realizing or acknowledging that they are the problem. No one else is the problem. It's them. They are the ones who are f*cked up, while everyone else around them is normal and well adjusted. People can't figure it out. If everyone tells you that you have an issue, you have a damn issue lol. However, people like her and your ex are impossible to help. They don't listen to anyone else's input, so it is what it is lol. Here's another level of bs you can add to Lexi's tab. https://youtu.be/8T4dnPg41ow?si=GujPDO3gSqDko7iS
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>>174797 Borderline personality disorder sounds a whole lot like this
I’m so happy she decided to gain all this weight back. She looks so much better & needs realize it looks better on her. I use to talk to her & we met up. She’s definitely crazy & has some issues. I wouldn’t mind helping her gain more weight again. She wouldn’t let me feed her when we met up. Now she looks better & hope she doesn’t lose it all again.
I’m mad I’m just finding out all about this & the content is gone. I would love to see those videos of her with this 110 weight gain.
I wouldn’t mind even dating her if she wasn’t out of control with her emotions. She’s a nice person & feels like she needs someone to talk to her about her feelings / problems. She would be a good ssbbw house wife. She needs to be 400lbs already. She’s committed one day to this & next over it. I wish we can encourage her it’s not bad thing what she’s doing.
>>175291 Nah fuck that "I can change her" mindset. She's scammed people many times in the past and is acting like she's the ambassador for black people. You can encourage her all you want, everyone else with common sense will continue to watch you have a breakdown.
>>175023 No way she's still posting content after going on that "ima good christian and god says no" spiel, once again stop trying to have your cake and eat it. >>175289 She didn't "decide" to gain the weight back she literally can't help herself >>175295 facts
So you think she’s going to continue to get bigger at this point & can’t help herself?
>>175302 She'll probably wind up posting content again, but it will be years from now. She's simply never able to completely break the cycle because she's too incompetent. I'm probably one of the rarities who's all for independent women, but she's someone who really does need to be in the care of an intellectual superior. She's simply unfit to live according to her own "ideals" because she's just too damn inept to survive. >>175316 Undoubtedly. She's currently 340 based on the vid she posted earlier this week before deleting her new channel. She's miserable, but that's on her. She's incapable of listening, so that automatically means she's incapable of improving. She's stuck, so she'll wind up gaining for sure. It's funny, but she'd actually succeed in losing weight if she'd just stop hating herself.
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I hope she continues to gain because to hear that she gained up to 340lbs means she gained almost 25 more pounds than she ever was back in 2021 before losing the weight. I want to find this 110lb regain video of her. I hope nothing for the best for her.
>>175346 >I hope nothing for the best for her. I don't really care what happens, I just predict that she'll disappear and re emerge even fatter than before down the line
>>175361 Exactly. That's all she does anyway
She'll fold, claim god will her and we'll be back at it again boys. Until then, let's hope more of her content surfaces
>>175316 i dont want to say you havent met up with her but i seriously doubt you "know" her. if you did you could answer these questions for yourself. my ex? havent seen her in months. i know shes bigger. i dont need to ask. i know it. >>175289 she didnt decide to gain the weight back. >>175291 you say she would be great if she wasnt out of control with her emotions. alright. ill agree. shed be a good ssbbw housewife. negative. if theres one thing ive understood about her, she hates her weight and hates that people like it. youre talking about encouraging her, there is no encouraging her. do you really "know" her or did you hook up a few times and rub her belly? because it sounds like you didnt really get to know her as a person at all.
>>175023 crazy thing, shes so big she almost looks pregnant. >>175039 it could very well be. her brother told her shes a narcissist. im not about to try to make a diagnosis. i just know this. she doesnt really stick to anything. she continues to join friends for work outs for maybe a week or two and then gives it up. i have suggested things like using her brothers switch to work out. shell hear none of it. most times anyone makes plans with her she cancels them. she sits around the house, binges tv, stuffs her face and browses social media. for a period of time i was actually delivering food to her after i got off work. not on some "stuffing" thing because im not into that. it was just dinner. shed order from a restaurant near my place, id get it and hang out with her. most of the time she wasnt dressed. she just wore a robe. sometimes she hadnt even bathed. no there wasnt sex. no there wasnt touching. i tried and she pushed me off talking about how nasty she was and smelled. i know she suffers from depression. cant do a thing because she doesnt want to help herself. she has told me i dont know how many times that she knows she needs help but she just refuses to do anything but sit around, watch tv and eat or browse social media. if it involves leaving the house she wants no parts. >>174913 that was always the saddest part to me. she admitted she was the problem but she had no urge to fix it. her answer was "get away from me. im a problem. leave me alone" and then shed mope in a corner. as i said, we still talk. almost daily actually. i havent seen her in about six months. i know shes much bigger than before. i care about her because shes my ex and also because i wanted to be with her. i so badly want to invite her over but i know shed never come. i want to hang out with her but why? why see her walk out in all black even though its a hot sunny day? constantly ask me if people are staring at her? tell me how shes a hideous disgusting blob and her makeup is bad? tell her no, shes beautiful and then get insulted? no you cant touch her beautiful curves and if you try it youre getting pushed off. im not making this up. this is how conversations would go with her. all she did was bash herself. i cared and care deeply for her but i just got sick and tired of it. thats why i just leave it as it is. we message each other and that is it.
so does anyone else have more of her old OF content?
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>>175539 Always got more if you know where to look
>>175653 Nothing new lol, easily available on kemono
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>>175694 Eh, wasn't in the thread so figured it couldn't hurt. Plus, I don't keep track of where I get these from XD
>>175694 im still trying to figure out how to access those latest posts that are just txt files on kemono.
>>175330 >She'll probably wind up posting content again, but it will be years from now. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wg90zUE6dEs
>>175927 I meant fetish content. As for her craziness, clearly that has no real brakes lol. She's nuttier than a damn bag of almonds.
>>175931 my mistake. but youre right, shes still posting on her youtube. in all black. she knows what shes doing.
Lmao posting this before she deletes https://youtu.be/4wYV9wY__vQ?feature=shared This chick legit hates being attracted too whether she is skinny or fat she legit just hates herself
>>176124 I just love how all of her problems and issues are someone else's faults lmao. It's the dems, the migrants, the men, the liberals, the FAs, etc. She's just a very stupid nut, and for the life of her won't realize it. I wish I could call her ignorant, but that would mean she doesn't know better. She knows she has issues, but she won't take responsibility which makes her stupid by default. She just doesn't realize she's an oxymoron. Anyone who believes themselves to be smart is an idiot. She can't see it, but one can't just believe they're smart and that's it. You have to be deemed smart by other factors (testing, life success, accolades, accomplishments, etc). I'll get off my soapbox with this potentially pedantic diatribe, but she'll be back. Never worry about her channel breaks. She loves to hear herself talk too much, so she will be back. She's too stupid to change, so she will not improve. If she even truly leaves to begin with, expect her to pop up again in a few months with more bs. That's if she even makes it that long.
She'll be back but I'm sick of her at this point and won't care when she returns
>>176142 well, as it is, shes yakking and wearing all black in all her videos. i have no idea what she thinks shes doing besides annoying her few remaining fans but id argue theyre probably coddling her telling her its all okay. or maybe they are also confused at to whats going on with her.
>>176224 At this point, I genuinely don't care about her body one way or another. Not trying to single anybody out, but if you're that down bad that her wearing black is world ending you're seriously letting the fetish control you lol. That said, I only show up now to dislike her foolishness and enjoy her inevitable downfall. You're right though, she has way too many idiot knights, both men and women. What's crazier is her knights are the same people she talks down to on the regular. Some people are so desperate for attention they're just as stupid as she is. She's not giving shit to anybody, no matter what it is, so folks shouldn't be lining up to play Captain save a *.
https://youtu.be/7LsMwPU15ZA?si=AY6R9gWaXvuRANBy Anyone here who's still simping needs to watch this latest video from her before she takes it down. If you still have any the slightest hint of compassion and interest in her after that, you honestly should probably get some help too. She literally hates all of us FAs, and for anyone who looks like her (black folks), she just admitted she hates y'all too. Can't get much clearer. She's a female Uncle Ruckus lol. I really think Ruckus was smarter though
>>176230 nah bruh. you dont get it. she has a lot to offer. we just dont deserve it. im kidding but that is a direct quote. i watched some of it. i had to turn it off. i cant fathom what would possess her to even consider posting such a thing online. she swears shes in full control, of what? is she on drugs?
>>176230 all she had to do was post on OF or get off the internet... just two simple choices.
>>175023 Where are these from?
They were the last photos she posted before she shutted down the paetron

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