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Mostly city scenery that i thought would make a sick photograph or wallpaper, i try to go for strange angles, but its hard because i cant bend nor rise my arms for long, but i manage
im still barely coming back to it, but i honestly think ive still got it
Dont think what i did could be considered gaining on purpouse, but..
>Be seriously big boned from the start
>Bad eating habits
>Get humilliation fetish one day
>Somehow get into feederism shortly after
>Still mostly dislike being fat, try multiple shitty diets and fail, get bigger
>Make a fetish tumblr to roleplay and post pics with kinky captions during a period where i was blimping
>Gain weight from giving up on dieting and eating whatever i wanted, and to make content for tumblr
>Develop truly terrible eating habits
>Sporadically binge eat and go outside wearing tight clothes because it made me horny
>Keep sort of going back and forth with weight lost, succeeding some times, but then slowly gaining back and reaching new milestones every year
>600lbs this year, 570 last. I still remember when i was all bummed out about reaching 500.
Gaining weight has sort of never made me happy, its more of a friendsalong the way kind of pleasure. I have suffered a lot over it my whole life, but kind of always got over it and kept enjoying it and adapting to new circumstances.
I dont remember caring in particular about stuff like not being able to reach my pussy or shit like that, i mostly felt unhappy when my parents, nutriologist, doctor or therapist gave me scolded me and gave me an earful, or were angry or sad, those were probably the worst
i was the most stressed back when i was losing the ability to reach my rear, methinks. Like, im into slob and humilliation and all, but having my mother try to approach the subject delicately was horrible, for both of us, i think we were terrified of me becoming a "my 600lbs life "case.
Ngl, anything after 530lbs has been kinda entirely unwelcome, but aparently not so much to inspire a serious change. 425 to 500's was probably the toughest
dang, i shouldve used the greentext format, otherwise this would be more of a /gen/ thing