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She was actually a feedee even before modeling or feedism was widely known, which is rare.
On youtube, she started as a vlogger, nothing sexual. Talking about trying to lose weight, often failing. She never sounded upset when she failed though, just that she should do better, saying feedee sounding lines. There was a thread devoted to her on curvage as a generic fat youtuber.
One of her last normal vids was of how she kept sneaking food at the fast food place she worked at and it finally came back to bite her because while she was working, her button burst off. In that or the next video she talked about how she was excited by it, but she didn't understand why because she was embarassed and should want to lose weight, but she wanted to eat more and see what happens or something like that and tried to rationalize it. She had no financial incentive at that point to admit that. After that someone from curvage reached out to her and she learned about the feedism community.
You can probably find the thread in the curvage forums if you're dedicated enough and maybe the youtube links wont be dead.