>>182269
>>182284
I watched and listened to the entire podcast, and ultimately, she doesn't criticize or blame the community, but rather her stepfather, for introducing her to this fetish at the age of eight, as she says in the podcast. She ultimately blames the whole thing because she always thought she belonged in the "big girl" community and that this was where she truly belongs. And no, she doesn't even criticize the community or the people who consume her content, but more or less that she was introduced to curvier or heavier women from a very young age and therefore always thought she belonged on that side. She also talks quite a bit about her ex-partners and how she constantly remains unstable. So, she doesn't really include the community in her thoughts. If you watch and listen to the full podcast, you'll gain a much deeper insight into her life. Very interesting and sad at the same time.