Just to clear thing's up.
No, not in it for the money - or I'd post way more frequently. I have a daytime job and am very proud whenever someone asks me for an interview, as it is for my awkward sexual self. I keep conversations vanilla since it's a commercial platform. My tv debut hit 300k people for example, on that night only. NO WAY I'm going to openly tell them about MY fetish. You wouldn't either. It’s normies watching those shows. The reason I go on the interviews is to overcome anxiety and simply be proud.
Like hey… I’m being freaky and weird online, and I’m willing to explain TO a certain degree.
If I didn't have some of the fetishes portrait, I'd be a regular online model, just masturbating and sucking the D. But sadly my 16 year old self found vore and a boyfriend who was into fat girls. ( That and I always hated being stick thin, with no hips. )
As for me blobbing up. I'm determent to go for the 100 kilo's this year (not sure where my goals would go from there), especially with my burnout. My daytime job is on hold for the rest of the year - recommended to me by my doctor. I’m usually very out and about, active, it’s simply who I am.. and now I have something holding me back.
Lastly, Reiina is weird and I worry about her physical health, and more. I honestly check up on some models once in a while because I worry, even though it’s none of my business. Same goes for Feabie. I feel like having a fetish which is somewhat kinky due to “destroying your health”... should only go so far. I love eating, I love it when someone compliments my curves, how soft I am, how much my thighs and lower gut has grown... with the occasional weekly overfeeding.
Other then that, I don't find it hot when someone says, man I love that club-foot of yours which causes you to be immobile -by choice. I love taking total control over you, feeding you more and more…eventually causing you a rise in your demise. - I've seen too many people pass away due to disability, health and also by being overweight. More then I can count.
I totally understand if THIS is your part of the kink. I’m into BDSM in private, so I get that you want to have and give total control – it’s a way we all express trust and love within the bedroom.It’s a test if your relationship is still compatible. But simply always know that you have one body to live in in this lifetime, you can’t buy a new one and neither one for your partner… (or even favorite online model.) Just my two cents,
I know I can be quite strict in that, as nobody should have the power over me to determine my kink. Not in a relationship, not as a fellow fetish connoisseur.
My preference is, tie me up to the bed and give me a good feeding session plus, shove your cock in my mouth. The play goes on outside of the bedroom with rp, lot’s of love and lot’s of snacks… but never till death do us part!
Feel free to think as you please, or enjoy this picture of me and my kitty, as I’m trying to accept my new lifestyle.
Anyhow. End of rant, enjoy your Saturday folks.