Umm... hi. Is anyone around? I was just feeling a bit peckish, aheh. Everyone always says I'm so "cute and petite" and a real lightweight. I-I guess they aren't wrong... I do look sort of pretty.. and girly. I don't even really have much body hair, and what I do have, I waxed off. Maybe I'm a bit of a.. what do people call them? "Femboys?" Gahh, that's so embarrassing to say out loud! I mean, I grew up my whole childhood in a pretty well-off family, so I never had to really work too much. Is that a bad thing?
But lately I've been having cravings, cravings that I can't push down... I want to just indulge and be doted on so badly.. eating sweet treats and baked goodies, and dairy, and snacks and tasty fast foods.. but I keep getting nervous, and I don't indulge. I mean, these are just fantasies, r-right? Maybe I should wait them out... and I probably shouldn't even mention the thoughts I have of being... plumper and doughier. Eep! Did I say that out loud...?
Nnh.. but is that really so bad? Is it? I mean, extra weight looks sort of cute in a way! A-And I've read that in the past that being fat was a sort of good thing.. almost like a status symbol among the nobility. I suppose I do fancy myself as a bit of a prince, heheh... so maybe trying to fatten up wouldn't be so bad? Ooh, but I just got this nice blue turtleneck sweater... and these slacks. I'd hate to ruin such nice outfits like these.. m-maybe just a sample size would be good? Like... feeding me to 300 pounds! To get a taste of that life.. and be pampered and spoiled and taken care of.. ahh... j-just be gentle with me, please?