How long till I can no longer call myself just chubby. I'm 120kgs now, my butt is huge, my thighs keep rubbing and make it impossible to sit in old fashioned chairs and when I went to buy a suit they didn't have trousers in my size, I had to leave the shop. A part of me wants to loose weight, but then I get hungry and want to eat more and it turns me on so bad. I'm embarrassed about how big I've gotten, but I love it too.