This chunky fucker is what awakened my latest fetish. You already had a good concept with the mountainous size and adorably nerdy look, but, while I was initially turned off by the they/them pronouns (just like I was many times before), it grew on me and eventually sealed the deal for me. Before I knew it, I reached the point of no return and became enamored with the idea of a landwhale who looks so androgynous, whether it's in a conventionally or non-conventionally attractive way, you just have to settle for they/them and come to view them as their own thing. If there was to be a clear answer as to what CJ (picrel) is, instead of a tie between male and female, the magic and mystery would be gone. I then went further down the rabbit hole with the flaunting of the identity through dialogues, clothes, flags and other symbols or accessories. I guess it just makes them further endearing, whether it's the in-your-face confidence and/or the autism of what many call out as nonsense. Hopefully this nails how I've been feeling about this fetish, because it's still quite mysterious to me.