Does anyone else also ever get mixed feelings about this “fetish” or preference? I love the idea of my gf gaining weight, struggling with simple tasks, getting out of breath, etc. But sometimes at the same time I stop and think. I almost start to feel bad like wow wtf am I doing why do I like this. I’m weird. I feel bad asking my gf to go thru with gaining as it’s ruining her health and making tasks harder for her. But at the same time it’s incredibly hot to think about. Sometimes it feels like a curse with this shit.