>>136771
yup. I don't really like her content, and visually/beauty wise she doesn't light up those "must have" portions of my mind
However, I do very, very much like and respect (an interesting feeling considering the context) her... artistry in the rarefied realm of bellystuffing.
Her, Layla and a few others provide little room for doubting that this is the shit that turns them on as much as they're presenting.
That look, that sense- when what you see is authentic, not merely an act even if it's one that's not burdensome for the performer and might even be entertaining for them... very different from the sense that this is really their thing.
I've had plenty of sex. including with some supremely soft women who I think are quite beautiful and were interested in me enough to tolerate, then participate (or rather, enable) to light degrees my belly paraphilia .
but only once with a single partner who shared similar fetishistic desires. not quite fat, but chubby, nor were we, I believe, each others ideal type. however.. the things that poured out of our mouths, deposited to the ear usually less than an inch away, the concept of what we were physically actualizing together made the entire thing so intense as to be potentially dangerous.
That absolute focus- the POTENCY of the minds fantasy having manifested into physical and dyadic emotional reality is something that awes me.