I found, too, the obituary. It feels odd. I mean, I'm a bit fond of her for several years, she always been one of my favourite models. I loved her spectacular gain, and still liked her after she lost weight. I always loved her vibe and style (the goth gf vibe works very well with me).
But she's no more. And the obituary, and the pictures, and even the mugshot, makes her more human, closer to me, or us, than she was as a model.
Toxic me feels like I could've saved her. But from what exactly? Dunno. And she was so young, she's (almost) a month younger than my wife. I knew Adeline was young, but I thought she would be older than that. The "proximity" feeling might come from that as well. And maybe from the obituary wrote by her childhood friend, too? (Iykyk)
It feels wrong that SHE (among many) is dead. Someone here said that she felt real, and I agree. A genuine and nice person. It feels wrong and odd.
Whatever she is now, wherever she is now, I wish she's at peace, and happy. Godspeed, beautiful and brilliant Adeline. You'll be missed by several people.