So, i assume everyone here likes fat girls (or maybe some also like fat men), but has anyone else noticed that their preferences get more extreme the more they either consumed alcohol or other substances and not going on their day to day business? Normally i'm very attracted to my wife and most other fat women, but when i have a day off or my wife is away on a weekend day i turn to fat porn (naturally) and i've noticed my searches get more extreme. To put it like this, normally i would search bbw/ssbbw/tight clothes for example, but when i'm home alone and a few beers in i'm suddenly searching 'force feeding until throwing up' or reading depraved stories consisting of coercion and humiliation. The post-nut clarity always hits hard at those moment and i've often had these moments thinking 'wtf am i doing with my life jerking it to this?'. Anyone else experience this or has an idea why this happens?