>>74227
She is clearly just doing this for your fetish's sake. Even if you already told her you don't want anything serious, she'll do this to keep you around and get the attention no one else is giving her.
And if you don't want anything serious with her, then you should at least ask her to stop doing this to her body. If she lost the weight she had on her peak, it wasn't so you could fantasise with her gaining it back to then dump her after the quick fuck doesn't do it anymore for you.
You, at the very least, understand you're doing something wrong. Looking for validation that you'll only get from people who are far more gone into the porn addiction brainrot, and who will tell you it's okay because they only see women as their cumdumpsters, is not the right move.
Really don't think her being """"""only"""""" 275 instead of 350 should be that big of a deal, like you really can't find her attractive if she's not well into the 300's.
Even if "She's doing it by herself, not because I ordered her to. I even already told her that I don't plan anything serious with her" can be a strong trap your brain uses to drown the guilt, she's still doing it because of you, and doing it voluntaryily only because she is not getting any validation anywhere else. Exploiting this
does make you the asshole in this situation.