Idk why I have a weird version of this fetish maybe its cause food was restructed growing up Ive alws been interested scientifically in weight gain and I started researching that and came into this....but it clases with 2 things 1. My faith im Christian so im anti p0rn so that clashes as I am anti full nakedness only fans etc....and also for some reason I am basically only attracted to pretty skinny hourglass figure blondes long hair busty but skinny basically the American 10/10....however thats not what this is. I am mainly intrest in ppl who can eat alot and show it thus ppl like kebabqueen unfortunately there are not that many eaters like that so I watch lmbb, I've seen thenicolet shes very pretty just ppl with a lol starter gut I am not a fan if the bows or the fatties except a slim minority thiccollegegirl being ine shes just soooo pretty and toned and round....and thats where tye problem is I don't use this a porn im interested in the science of fit to fat and I feel like such a failure as I cant eat like them, or meet one irl, and I feel like im living a lie