I actually went and read her entire thread on Curvage after seeing this thread, and holy shit, there is a lot more going on there than I realized from this thread alone.
After reading all of her posts, I honestly don’t understand why people who are specifically into BBW/weight gain content are continuing to financially support her.
I’m not talking about whether she’s attractive or not. That’s subjective and completely beside the point. I’m talking about what she herself says about her relationship with weight gain, being fat, and this community.
She repeatedly says that she never wanted to be fat, that she grew up in a family where being thin and attractive was heavily emphasized, and that her mother considered her too fat even before she had her surgeries. She talks about how she lost the weight, got a tummy tuck/lipo and breast implants, and says that she prefers her current appearance.
She even says she’d take a significant reduction in money rather than go back to her former appearance because, in her words, good looks and physical appearance matter more to her than money.
That’s already pretty damn relevant to a BBW/weight gain community.
But then it gets even more contradictory.
She literally says that being on Curvage helps her maintain her weight loss and eat less. She says she watches other models gain weight and eat, finds it gratifying, and that it actually makes her eat less. She says the community serves a purpose for her because of that.
So we’re talking about someone who openly says the community helps her maintain the body she wants not someone whose personal goal is genuinely to become a BBW.
Then later she starts talking about wanting to gain weight again.
She says she misses being bigger. She says she wants to get back into the 200s and possibly the 300s. She asks people to support her. She starts selling eating/weight gain content and talks about potentially becoming extremely wealthy if she gets big again.
And then she literally says that if she gets very fat again, people won’t be able to resist her and that she’ll eventually become “really fat and rich.”
That’s a pretty incredible change from
“I never wanted to be fat.” “I prefer being thin.”
“I’d rather make significantly less money than go back to that body.” “Curvage helps me maintain my weight loss and eat less.”
To
“I miss being fat.” “I want to get back into the 200s/300s.” “Please support me.” “I’ll eventually be really fat and rich.”
If you’re a guy specifically buying content because you want to support a woman who actually wants to be big and enjoys being fat, then I don’t understand why you’d be throwing money at someone whose own posts repeatedly say that she prefers being thin and views being fat as something she doesn’t actually want.
There’s another part of her thread that really stood out to me.
She says that she is deeply hurt by the community. She says she has been bullied from the beginning, that nobody defended her, that she’s rejected by everyone, and that she puts on an asshole/troll persona because underneath it she’s actually hurting.
She says she misses her former body, misses eating and indulging, and feels like she’s doing some of this out of anger and protest.
I’m not going to pretend I can diagnose someone from internet posts. I can’t. But her own posts make it obvious that she has a very complicated and conflicted relationship with her body, weight, money, and this community.
She spent money and underwent surgery to change her body. She repeatedly says she prefers the thinner body. She says she never wanted to be fat. She says her family and especially her mother placed enormous importance on being thin. She says Curvage helps her stay thinner.
And now she’s talking about deliberately becoming extremely large again because she believes it could make her rich and because she wants the community to support her.
I’m sorry, but if I genuinely cared about a community built around women who love being big, that’s not the person I’d be throwing money at.
I’m saying that her own words make her a terrible fit for the particular audience she’s trying to sell to.
If you’re buying feeder/weight gain content because you want to financially support a woman who genuinely wants to gain weight, loves her larger body, and wants that lifestyle, then you should probably actually listen to what the woman selling the content says about herself.
She has repeatedly told everyone exactly how she feels.
She preferred being thin.
She says she never wanted to be fat.
She says she values being attractive to mainstream society more than maximizing her income.
She says Curvage helps her maintain her weight loss.
She says she misses her former body and eating.
She says she wants to gain again.
She says she could become rich by doing it.
And she openly admits that the controversy surrounding her brings her traffic and money.
At that point, you’re not simply supporting a BBW who loves being fat. You’re financially supporting somebody who has openly described a completely different relationship with weight gain.
That’s the part I don’t understand about the people defending her on curvage or anyone that defends her on here.
If that’s what you want to spend your money on, that’s obviously your choice. But don’t pretend her own posts don’t matter. They’re literally the best evidence we have because she wrote them herself.
Personally, after reading the entire Curvage thread, I don’t think the answer is for everyone here to keep fighting with her or insulting her. That’s probably exactly the kind of attention she says generates traffic for her.
I think the better question is whether her content and behavior actually belong in a community specifically centered around BBW appreciation and weight gain.
And based on everything she herself has posted, I think that’s a completely legitimate question for Curvage’s moderators to answer.
After actually reading what she has written, I don’t see someone whose personal goals naturally align with the audience she’s trying to sell weight gain content to.
Read her own thread before defending her. That’s what I did, and it completely changed my perspective on this situation.
She needs to leave the community and be with her own kind the gross tummy tuck, boob surgery freaks she is so desperate to be like. She fucking sucks and needs to fuck off from this community and deserves to sympathy especially with how badly she trashed the community all over her YouTube and Tik tok. She is nothing but a self hating piece of shit person.