>>52254
>I think the idea that feedist has to be about gluttony excess and slothful hedonism is bullshit
I'll never understand it, but it is true that many people are just okay with loving fat women "because of the attraction". I mean, of course. I would have never done such extensive soul searching if my dick didn't get hard when I look at fat women.
Regardless, when I get to the bottom of *why* I find it attractive, it's always the reasons I previously mentioned. Once I realized that, I could never go back. I understand everyone views it differently and may not take such a sadistic stance on the fetish, but the facts still hold true. Sure, they're attractive, but go ahead. Date a woman who's over 400lbs. Perhaps I'm jaded, because it takes a special kind of fuck-up to have a 60bmi before the age of 20, but both girls I dated were total robots. Braindead gluttons through and through, and it wears on you more-so than ANY typical "annoying GF". They never want to go out, they can't do anything, they obviously don't care about themselves, can't even try to hold conversation, etc etc. As far as a life partner goes, it's absolutely a no-go for me. Even if it was a total fantasy come true, it's life draining even being in the same room as them. Honestly.
>>52261
>it can be done in conjunction with exercise and it doesnt have to be overly hedonistic. Its like bodybuilding to me.
I respect this take a lot, and it sounds like the answer to my problem. I just don't think I'd get the same thing out of it if health risks weren't involved, plus anyone willing to go over the 300 mark probably has a low self worth IMHO.