>>119425
Best thing RP ever did for me, after years of being an endless cycle of gooning, unexplainable feelings of disappointment, and dealing with some of the worst mentally fucked people on the Internet in terms of social adjustment and attitude, was making me slowly realise what I actually wanted the whole time, and exactly what wasn't a good example of it. (retarded teenagers should NOT be doing this shit because it is NOT healthy, but ofc it'll happen anyways, good luck to them in not trooning out)
Just actually writing something full bodied and interesting can be incredibly fulfilling with the right partner. Fetish on top is a dream, and so much better when it's not running by itself. And ngl I don't think bbwchan is the best place to find somebody like that, though idk where else I'd go. Mainstream RP sites are packed with snooty foids who are not fun to work with, and just want you to be the werewolf vampire in their shallow fantasies and shower them with one way attention.
And speaking of the type of people who go aim for discord dating, 10 years in this circle, besides teaching me it's safest to assume everyone you're speaking to is absolutely a male, above all has made me want to really capture in writing the nature of 'The Pipeline' because little else has shaken my belief in the assumed trust that everyone is sentient, but among those who are genuinely sentient, the commonality in experience of how we all essentially got groomed by a memetic deity is as fascinating as it is disturbing (somebody in a government facility somewhere opened a portal to hell I swear to god, pic unrelated)