Certain health problems run in my family, and because of that, gaining weight would be a bad idea. In fact, I need to LOSE weight, but I want to satisfy the fantasy without having it effect my real life. So far, all I could think of are intentionally wearing clothes that are too small and intentionally weakening seams and buttons so they're more likely to tear, and fake "weigh ins" where I put rocks in my pockets or something so the number is higher that it should be. Do any of you guys have experience in this? Thanks in advance.