/gen/ - General Discussion

I’ve known I was attracted to fat for as long as I can remember. Cartoon episodes where they got fat used to give me a funny feeling in my stomach and I realised as an adult that it was some form of juvenile arousal. I visited the worlds heaviest man page in Guinness world records more than I can count. I would always try and catch glimpses of big big people, which wasn’t often. Into my teens I was really into and obsessed with pregnancy but it was just because they got bigger. I’d pay for my data just so I could download more videos, but I wasn’t masturbating to them until I was 15. I’ve always been bigger myself but was always fit and active until I was 21, which is when I accepted I was a feedee and that it can’t go away no matter how much I wanted it to. I post on tumblr exclusively and have gone up and down over the last 5 years, but ultimately have gained ~20kg. I don’t know if there was something that triggered it in childhood. I just know it’s been with me as long as I can remember. My mum was fat and I saw her naked a lot growing up (not in a weird way) so I don’t know if that relates to it at all.

>>89346 How was it that you found the feedism community? And was there anything specific that pushed you towards accepting the kink?

How did you get it? How is it any different for women?

Usually, as with most other weird things, unironically it's autism. We can talk about incidental factors like family or cartoons etc. But the neurological substrate is full on Asperger's syndrome. Pressure and weight feels good, also ties to Neanderthal theory imo (do not research)

>>89345 Write great weight gain stories, ones that intrigue women, pull them in and make them touch themselves while thoughts of gaining run through their head.

>>89350 I can’t really remember. I know I was on deviantart searching fat girls at 9 years old and copy pasting dimensions stories into my notes app on my iPod touch 💀 I think searching generic fat terms on YouTube led me to videos with feedee/feeder in the title and that’s when I realised what it was called, maybe? Can’t remember. I’d been roaming tumblr from 13-21 without making an account, and then one day randomly decided to get on feabie and make a tumblr account and start posting myself. Posting has definitely given me confidence. But it’s taken me a very long time to accept it, and I still unfortunately have deep rooted fatphobia that I’m trying to work on. I still care what people think about me, and I feel that is the hardest part to overcome, for me at least. Even after realising this was a part of me and it was never going away, I still couldn’t accept it. It’s just gradually come along over the years. I’m only ~110kg and don’t get many, if any, comments on my weight from people in my life or strangers, so I think that’s helped as well

>>89345 My gf had always been a bit chubby and insecure about it. I knew it and didn't push her for anything, just showed appreciation for her figure. When I opened up about it was a bit scared what the reaction would be... But she loved the idea. She has gained kinda lot since then (65-> 77kg in 2 years) and she is crazy for roleplaying (sometimes she has even more extreme fantasies than I).>>89345

Pretty sure we get it like guys do – it’s just a -thing- that you’re vaguely into from a young age, and then you have a bunch of life experiences that push it in a certain direction. I think there’s a lot more interaction with family and social expectations for us though, because that’s the world that women have to live in (or it was for me at least). Like growing up in the mid / late 00s with the remnants of size zero culture and having a very health conscious mum and competitive sisters made it feel a lot more relevant than it probably should have done.

>>89428 If posting gives you confidence you should post here well root out that internalized fatphobia