Thanks for making this thread op. I'm also an introspective fag who wonders about this kind of thing. 1. first remember It was a gradual shift from fascination with weight gain and body inflation in cartoons to something more sexual, but it was in me since I was in preschool. I blame my family for normalizing stuffing a pillow up one's shirt, and my grandfather's various fertility goddess figurines. I think it's hereditary. Anyway, I had dreams about body inflation as early as 1st grade. Hell, I remember drawing Sonic inflation art that early, probably because inflation kept coming up in sonic cartoons and official comics. I had a friend at this age who was also fascinated by body inflation. I wonder if he ever got over it. I remember stumbling upon bodyinflation.org and some YouTube groups in elementary or middle school. My sexual awakening didn't really start until early high school. My first wet dream involved pregnancy expansion - not 1st person, BTW. I did get into autogynophelia later in high school - stuffing balloons and padding under leotards and such and looking at myself in a mirror, but that didn't stick. Too much hassle once I started finding good deviantart content. I remember being fascinated by the ssbbw greeting cards at Spencer's Gifts and pregnant tummy costumes at Halloween stores from an early age. Over time, my fetish started focusing more and more on curvy figures and T&A than body inflation. Spherical ladies were out, heavy round ladies were in. 2. Was your mom fat? 3. How do you feel about your mom? (picrelated lol) My mom was not fat. She was pretty trim my whole life. I don't think I had any sexual feelings about her. I'm on good terms with my parents and don't think they factor much into this. However... - I think my dad also has a secret fat fetish based on random comments he's made throughout my life - I, like others in this thread, was a fat child, and I blame my mom for this. I think being a fat child was a major part in developing this fetish. There is something about not being in control of one's body that leaves a dent in the psyche. There's a reversal, or a payback - feeling body shame and unattractive as a child, and then being attracted to people who feel this way as adults. Maybe it's just that I have low self esteem about my body from leftover self‐fat shame (I'm in okay shape now) and I figure fat girls are more often easy and craving attention. 4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish?

>1. When do you first remember feeling aroused by fat girls/feeding? the baseline of an attraction to bigger women was established with queen latifah in bringing down the house oddly enough. it wasn't until i was a teenager where that baseline contorted into outright feederism and softcore bbw content. always found clothed or skimpily clothed content was easier to take in being a family pc in the living room kinda of house hold >2. Was your mom fat? yeap. hates it this day. does nothing about it. what else is new >3. How do you feel about your mom? thankful that I'm bisexual because i'll have less of a chance of marrying someone like her if any of that hullabaloo actually tracks in my dating and nesting preferences >4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish? krystal from starfox and fuck ass google search results opened up a whole ass can of worms. lol lmao >5. How do you feel about your fetish?

1. My earliest crushes were average weight, but I think I might've psyopped myself into liking fat women cause I was severely bullied, and genuinely believed the only people who'd want me were fat chicks. I also remember early on a chubby girl being genuinely interested in me at a Beyblade event or smth and feeling funny. I also have Autism and therefore strong reactions to sensory stimuli both negative and positive. I really like soft things and fat is soft. 2. Not TLC documentary sized but definitely overweight. Iirc she said she's 170 and 5ft 6. 3. Love her. Probably the family member I'm closest with considering my dad and I disagree a lot politically (he's a throatgoat for Israel despite not being Jewish) and my sister just being cruel a lot of the time. 4. I think seeing Chrissy Metz in AHS and imprinting on her early on solidified it for me in my early/mid teens. 5. Used to be really ashamed but now I accept it as part of me. Also helps I'm friends with a lot of people who have similar preferences. 6. Like I said, growing up my earliest crushes were thin women and while for a while I thought my ship on staying attracted to them had sailed, I fell in love with a thin girl recently and I love her body, even if my porn preferences still tend towards bigger ladies. Really, body shape is more important to me than size. As long as she isn't anorexic or a total flesh mountain and still looks feminine with a cute face, I'd give her a shot.

>>84306 >1. When do you first remember feeling aroused by fat girls/feeding? I've always been drawn to them. My babysitter was heavy, and I liked it when she came by, even though I couldn't explain why. >2. Was your mom fat? Very. >3. How do you feel about your mom? She's saintlike, genuinely. Kind, caring, and patient to a fault. Some of the other replies make me feel unbelievably lucky, I don't know how I would've turned out if I didn't have that unshakable bedrock of absolute love and trust growing up. >3. How do you feel about your mom? (picrelated lol) I don't think his thoughts apply to everyone, but Freud clocked how my head works and I don't like it. Not going to yap about my oedipal fantasies unprompted. >4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish? One morning I went down to the kitchen for breakfast and walked in on Mom washing pots in the sink. She was stuffed into this yellow sundress that made her butt look enormous, and I could feel the blood instantly drain from my face, just uncomfortably, nauseatingly horny. Instantly bounced out the side door and shuffled to the skate park to hang with friends and clear my head. Even before then I had an uneasy understanding that I kind of liked them big, but that was the moment it clicked something awful. >5. How do you feel about your fetish? I'm fine with it, I like it, and I don't go out of my way to hide it. I felt a lot worse about it when I was going through puberty. It seemed unspeakably taboo even without Freud, which only made it worse. But as you get older the world around you opens up, and you find out that fat fetishes aren't super uncommon. >6. Do you have any particular feelings towards thin women? I'm not attracted to them at all. I don't find them revolting or anything, I just feel indifferent.

1. When do you first remember feeling aroused by fat girls/feeding? For me it was Roadtrip and the scene where Mia Davies (rip) is on the skinny guy. Then it progressed from there and when my first major GF put on about 6kg after the Christmas break. She happened to pop a button at work in Jan. That was a good picture. 2. Was your mom fat? No but I was. 3. How do you feel about your mom? (picrelated lol) 4. Do you have a specific experience that you think gave you this fetish? Possibly being teased my weight in school? 5. How do you feel about your fetish?

>>81785 I remember way back when the guy running S31 put out a post saying anyone who helps me find S31 vids on the internet and reports it to home he was gonna pay you like $1k especially if it was a lot of them and he lied saying that was only if I take these people to court. Literally a scrumbag supposedly he doesn’t pay his models either

The way I found out about this was the worst possible. Isabella was one of the first models in the kink scene that I liked. She had disappeared a long time ago, and I got curious to see if I could discover her identity. So I uploaded her photo to a search tool, which led me to her father’s LinkedIn, where he often posts about his daughter. This is all very sad and shows us how people have depth—we often initially know them only through a fetishized lens. I hope that Isabella, or Elizabeth, her real name, has found peace ❤️ I also believe it’s sensible to spread this information among as many people in the kink community as possible, so that her content can be deleted or no longer consumed. She has passed away, and it is very unethical—if not worse—to take advantage of the content she produced for personal interests.

>>82049 I'm not sure that her content needs to vanish. If her family doesn't want it shared I think we have to honor their wishes. Did Beth want it to go away? She was an actress who produced some of the greatest belly stuffing content. People still watch movies made by now dead actresses. Marilyn Monroe reportedly died by suicide but lives on through her work. Unless Isabella or her family want her work erased it seems to me it should live on as a tribute to her.

>>82049 You must be new to the internet. Nothing uploaded ever goes away. Most people dont give a flying fuck if the chick in the video is currently alive or dead. Just that she is hot and doing something they enjoy. Its just a couple of very special autistic fucks that feel the need to dig into it beyond that. She will live on for being a whore and thats just fne

>>82369 sounds like you could use a daughter --- just sayin --- thanks for the memorial thread and the lead on the book

OMG Can we let this thread die already?! This whole thing has turned into such a dumpster fire.

>>85312 >>85301 >>85350 I want the Giant racist butt to crush my bones and kiss me <3 let a man dream!

(>>85312, >>85350) by the way: I want to ALL remind you who started this stupid "food/obesity war" .. because this bullshit is from America, not us!

>>85312 Oh shoot look, they don't have the same ID .. what is happening?!

>>85609 If your posts have different user IDs, that means nothing, idiot. You can use different devices, get a new IP, use a VPN, etc. On the other hand, if your posts have the same user ID, that definitely means they were all written by you.

>Is Barclay dead or what? Inside? Quite. Literally? No. >Users have been unable to post from a VPN by using this site for over an entire year now. Not true. Prior passwords continue to work, new ones requested on discord have been approved in the past week. >I am not making a fucking Discord account so that I can get approval to post. Fair. It is designed to be an onus: very few CP spammers are willing to login into discord, and contact me directly for a password. They were all too happy to request one in-thread here on the site, so that option was retired. >Legitimately, how much effort is it to approve users on site? It's not even like there's that many. There were like 50 approvals in that thread over the course of the 10 months that it was open. That's like what? Just over 1 a week? By all means, please correct me if I am wrong but I can't imagine approving a user should take more than 10 minutes max. It's very close to about 10 minutes per user, yes. I do have to login to the server (meaning connecting to VPN/SSH), and edit a file, it is not hard no. >>Legitimately, how much effort is it to approve users on site? >In all seriousness probably a lot more effort than you making a discord This, coupled with the fact it's clear the block is not...you know, actually blocking you from posting. You'd prefer to post with VPN, but it's clearly not required in your setup. If it's important enough to you to post about, it should be important enough to you to get on discord for 10 minutes and get a password. You could entirely delete your discord account afterwards if you wanted. I realize discord is not the the ideal way to do this, but I'm not wasting my time literally giving CP spammers passwords in-thread anymore. You want one? Come get it. Simple as. My marriage died, my dog died, my brother died, my career ended, my life sucks. If I can still show up and deal with the site behind the scenes, you can pop in once on Discord to ask for a pass.

>>85511 Kisame here, I became a car owner. I don't care for CP spammers. I have anxiety, PTSD, and depression, make less than minimum wage. I am more confused as to why people keep bringing me up. The railroad is about to strike

>>85507 Pornography doesn't generate ad revenue in modern times and the super autistic people like me went to fixating on cars or other hobbies.That state budget is overdue but not my problem along with high gas prices and other stuff. You guys wanted mentally ill people like me out of the internet. Another thing to keep in mind is that online platforms like the Daily Wire, Alex Jones are closed because of the AI boom.

>>85511 Hoping things turn around for you soon Barclay

>>85548 I dunno man as crowdfunding sites are banning pornography and Trump is anti-progressive. Idiots like me went back to work. I am operating at a loss and will make a surplus in this economy.

>>84384 Bake me a cake then woman

I was a skinny guy for most of my life but would on occasion feel a desire to gain weight. I've indulged several times for a while over the past ten years and have gotten up to 230 pounds. I'm currently in another gaining phase and fantasizing about developing a food addiction and getting as fat as my partner, which would require me to really pork out.

>>84322 >>84364 so does this just come down to people having internalized gender norms and societal pressures about how *their bodies* are supposed to look, while not having the same baggage when it comes to the opposite sex?

>>84667 I guess so. My fat fetish definitely developed from coming from a very ‘fatphobic’ family focused on looks. However these standards were mostly applied to the women in my family while with men it was said ‘it’s okay, they’re men’. So having that ingrained into my mind from a very early age, being exposed to weight gain in cartoons and finding that fatness couples well with the masculine traits I find attractive quickly led to me developing this bias.

>>84667 >people having internalized gender norms and societal pressures about how *their bodies* are supposed to look, while not having the same baggage when it comes to the opposite sex? apply this to behaviors, not just physical appearances, and it's 90% of all kink

>>85297 >>85297 Bro, what you’re describing isn’t even an SSBBW, 350lbs is just a plain old regular BBW. It’s like you walked into the gym, picked up some 5lb weights and said “Whoo! These are too heavy. Not for me. I’m taking off my sweat band and heading home.” Just say you don’t actually like fat chicks lol.

I didn't think I would cause this much reaction from yall. I don't really care about what you guys think about not being able enjoy a bigger girl, I was just curious about similar experiences and how others overcome it. There is nothing embarrassing about it, I like what I like, and you like what you like. If you have nothing meaningful to say and just wanna shit talk, then you just wasting time. It just makes me laugh, thinking anything a random internet guy could say would make me feel anything. Thread closed my dudes, move on.

>>85349 You writing this

>>85227 It all seems like you had little idea of what to look for in sex with big girls. Apparently you tried to cosplay some cheap lame porn and that doesn't work even with chubbies/skinnies. Sex is way more than penetration and kisses. From what you told you have a very vague idea on what sex is at all. I wish you meet some girl who teaches you things. I sincerely do.

>>85349 You came to the council of guys that are good at fucking fat bitches and admitted you were in over your head. We're gonna razz you a little bit

>>84985 I know leave that Poly shit and you may find someone who has that part you're missing. I guarantee that girl who left would run back so fast if you told her you ended it with the main chick. Now you'll be able to grow a gf massive.

>>84985 I agree with the other guy. Break up with your main girl and get with the feedee freak. You literally have like 1, maybe 2 chances like that in life. And if I really think about it... Most of us don't even get that 1 chance. Don't fuck this up by trying to pretend to be a normal person. You and that chick are gonna break up anyway you're just wasting each other's time by staying in denial

this probably doesn't count and is an odd one but then again no story on the internet isn't so fuck it: in 2020-2021 (i was 18-19) i had actually hit it off with not a feedee but someone who i felt like i could nudge in that direction over time with enough persistence (i was a broke semi neet back then so no job yet to encourage her further by buying her food over in texas or wherever), the problem was that she had what i could best be described as imposter syndrome to where any little shortcoming had would wreck her mentally and she would basically regress into a bit of a depressive state (she was about a year or two older than i, also trans ((i know, i don't care and i still would have fucked her silly)) to where she would spend almost entire nights asking me if she's worth anything to me/are we even a thing when we meet in person/etc., ofc i reassure her due to horniness, and genuine like of her regardless of weight. eventually though she (possibly) gaslights herself into believing that we can't make things work so she decides to cut it off, i'm not able to get through to her so i cut my losses and we go on as friends with unfortunately no benefits and between our last convo in may 2022 and now she'd deleted her account so i couldn't even see if she'd gotten better mentally at least, feels really fucking bad man

Gotta get my shit together. Getting fat gf just feels unattainable for me right now

>>85488 Are you saying I shouldn't get my personal life in somewhat working order before pursuing romantic relationships?

Anyone into belly fucking? My girl is into it, but I’m too girthy for her belly button, and it hurts her. Trying to figure out a way where we both enjoy ourselves here. Sometimes when she rides me, I’ll use a small vibrating toy on her belly button, and she’ll cum extremely hard. She describes it as like having her “clit stimulated from the other side”.

>>85171 You got to stretch your girls belly button out over time. They make things you can make her wear 247 to make it shape into more of a perfect pocket pussy, especially if she’s got a long enough belly to be a deep pocket belly button. Clean it well! That last point is serious, especially if you do messing feedings and stuff with food lube.

>>85041 Good god, no wonder your birth rate is so low. Yes, you're supposed to hold yourself up during sex.

>>85041 >>85102 >>85116 Cowgirl is almost never an issue for the guy. The issue is almost guaranteed to be - in terms of getting too heavy - how much her knees can hold. My wife was nearly 400 lbs at her peak, and the only problem for me was when she leaned forward, as her fat would smush into my fat belly (I am about 260 lbs) and that would make breathing hard. But no problems supporting the weight at all. Bigger issue was, as I suggested, her knees. They would ache and sometimes she had problems due to that (and I can imagine at 500+ lbs, that would be way worse).

>>85115 If it's good enough for that old chunk of coal Norm Macdonald, then it's good enough for me.

Kaybearcutie,but also alwaystired is the cheapest and she is burping way better then her,and she is doing customs very professionally and she is generous with it

I don't understand either how over these past 5 years youtube side of things has gone downhill with these "biography" videos popping up narrated by jeets, i remember when there was tons of actual content from feedees themselves showing off for the love of the game, or tons of bigcutie videos being uploaded.

>>85440 >what's holding them back . . . Money.

>>85450 money made from instagram brained jeet content mill spam is money that isn't worth the cultural rot and decay

>>85453 Google doesn't care.

Updater broke again and hasn't been fixed so I think the website might die off soon. Some videos are starting to not load and can't be downloaded. The golden age of coomer ended a while ago

>>85445 https://bbw-chan.link/gen/res/74421.html

>>85398 She’s cute

https://thisvid.com/videos/morbidly-obese-pregnant-girl-with-massive-tits/

>>85229 >>85196 Kisame here are you guys still talking about politics? I stopped that months ago. I know I am schizo but there's just no hope for fetish art. This is just deflection from that month late state bill. I support Zion Don but he's obvious Republicans are not coming back. Peterson is mentally incapacitated, the Daily Wire is dead, and Alex Jones is owned by the Onion.

>>85237 Schizos like me are going off the grid. I am outdated according to Obama. Nobody wants me in charge of IT. There's no place for a geek with middling grades. At best I will find a Japanese woman to impregnate like most alt right, or something but at this juncture I leave

You guys have no idea how much I want to be a schizophrenic again with no responsibility and impregnate Japanese women, Taiwan models

If emigrating to the US isn't much of an option, keep in mind that you can look towards other places. Personally, I just came back from a three weeks holiday in Turkey and oh boy did they have fatties. And on top of that I find their women particularly beautiful weight aside. Too bad the language barrier is an actual problem there.

>>85183 This nigga can’t find a fat bitch in the rust belt 😂 kill yo self nigga

>>84918 It was but it's whatever, like she had a bunch of issues so I don't really blame her ig? Last time I checked her socials she's body positivity posting cause she blew up so I at least have schadenfreude from that

>>84695 Same. Surprisingly how many average girls are like “oh, you like fat girls? I’m perfect for you then…” You just want want to politely say “call me in a hundred pounds” lol (but you don’t because you’re not a complete asshole.)

>>82383 >Here's the problem with being an FA: We like something our partners (usually) dislike about themselves You can literally just avoid this problem by actually dating feedees. FFS, are other kinks this full of idiots? This thread is likely literally the equivalent of someone on a BDSM forum complaining that their partner wasn't into rope-play or something. STOP GOING AFTER WOMEN WHO AREN'T INTO THE KINK! Literally if all the whiners in this thread did that none of the sob-stories would exist. The fetish is more accepted and popular than ever and yet there's still somehow just as many of you fucking sad-sack losers whining about "how can I convince my GF to get bigger?" or "I'm worried about telling my wife that I don't want her to go on a diet." as there were like 20 fucking years ago when you had like....Fat Celebs forum and Stuffer31 in terms of available content to consume.

>>85366 Because people have lives outside of this fetish. Because they're well-adjusted adults who know how degenerate this fetish is and don't want to ruin their healthy, stable relationships. Because they respect their partners. You are the faggot here for trying to reframe normal behaviors as the problem because they don't fit into your porn-addled brain's perception of reality. There's more to life and relationships than how you can get your rocks off.

With my girl we were so fucked up off Molly I just full sent it, and said yeah I like a girl who eats and don’t care about putting on a bit of weight. Shawty a strong 330 now and counting. Her cut off is 350 but she looks so good at 330 now. Big ole round belly